"i'll miss you, tony."

Nights are ever so lonely, the days just shroud the loneliness with commotion. I think of you and then of the times we had together, I look at your pictures, they show nothing else but a stranger now.
Sometimes I feel I never loved you wholly which is to say; loving you for your body, your soul, your mind. I feel I couldn’t and didn’t even try. Nowadays whenever I remember about you, only the warmth and vibes flash in my brain, seldom the face. The feelings of my heart overpower the vision of my mind. How you made me feel is what I’m not able to get over. Although I’d like to believe that I’ve gotten over you.
I remember how your fingers felt interlaced with mine but I don’t remember exactly what they looked like.
Perhaps, I am lying.