i truly cannot imagine what my life or personality would be like if i didn’t have the fangirl gene. like, when i meet people irl who have a lot of varied interests but don’t seem to be interested in attaching intensely to any one thing, i am baffled and tbh a little horrified. i don’t know how to engage! i can’t imagine your inner life!! like is there really nothing you love so ardently that just thinking about it makes you lose your goddamn MIND with happiness? what makes you light up inside? what gets your heart pounding out of your chest with crazy joy?? where do you get your ENDORPHINS???